Commited to excelent health physically, mentally, morally,spiritualy. To live a life of moderation yet exuberantly healthy inside and out., Deny yourself of nothing that is  healthy for all your lifes plan. Living on purpose. Will Christ recognize you as his disciple when He returns?. Is it really healthy to expect that when you pass on from this physical existence to the next form of existence that you'll just float around on a cloud an live forever as an angel?Aren't we created in the likeness of the creator?Do we not therefore  have a responsibility to bring the face of God to the public?

Can anyone remember that time in your life when you actually realized that the rut you are in, is someones elses defination of  spiritual grounhog day . OOPS (sorry, Pastor Holm) You have all the trimmings of a serious christian soldier yet the true backbone is not there. You too easily fall into sin and then instead of repenting ,crying your heart out to God for his Godly sorrow to let Christ's sacrifice cover your egregious sins again, so caloused, a real example of a counterfeit Christian . You lose heart, so hurt by your own actions you don't want to be involved in repeating the fraud again and again and decide to continue without God.You sense a huge void in your , Can any one love the creature you've become ? You feel lonely, is that why you seek God  ? You want Christ to come into your life ? Because you are only lonely? Is that a result of a inferiority complex ? You are so grossed out by your behavior that you are sure that no one would want anything to do with you, so you try to elaborate a relationship with the only being that truly loves you and then fall back into the very behavior that is so destructive, and selfish, foolish, and ruiness. I think that you can't find the heart to be brave enough to pick up the cross, making all the promises and asking Christ to again come into your unfaithfull life and, watch out, you know that you don't have a good record, so you may not last long! "Wicked men are unbalanced in all their ways. Caught in my own made hell!  Thankfully Christ is always there to answer ther door of life and with the whole spirit a transformation begins again.Faith in Christ, Hope in the Spirit, Joy of  living,  Love of God. Thank you Father for answered prayer .

 Tom a servant