Commited to excelent health physically, mentally, morally,spiritualy. To live a life of moderation yet exuberantly healthy inside and out., Deny yourself of nothing that is  healthy for all your lifes plan. Living on purpose. Will Christ recognize you as his disciple when He returns?. Is it really healthy to expect that when you pass on from this physical existence to the next form of existence that you'll just float around on a cloud an live forever as an angel?Aren't we created in the likeness of the creator?Do we not therefore  have a responsibility to bring the face of God to the public?

Then suddenly  I saw myself falling down on my face in the trash and muss of so many years of  sinning on purpose. The dog that returned to his puke. So sick of it . It is as though I can't overcome the scars. II know that I love Jesus and God and the spirit yet, I 've lost all credability due to being so undependable- by my behaviors. I feel so unsure of my commitments to faith. Without God I am just waiting for death, and justice which I know is fair because He is the epitomy of righteousness.I am heartsick and need more pray time and fasting.