Need a place to vent :)
By mishi8055

Just wanted a place to voice my feelings and my aggravations as i dont want to do it with my family, they are worried enough as it is.

i survived!!

Fri Jul 3 05:15:59 EDT 2009

well, i am now home from the hospital, and to say that the surgery hurt would be an understatement. swallowing is still very much a big issue, but its getting better as time goes by, coughing and sneezing, not to mention hickups are my biggest problems.

youve got to be kidding me :(

Sun Jun 28 15:13:09 EDT 2009

Allright, this is getting old, i ended up having to call out from work tonight because to say that i feel like the stuff ground into the bottom of a shoe would be an understatement. My heart keeps racing and feeling like its going to just jump out of my c

wheres the fast forward button?

Fri Jun 26 09:59:06 EDT 2009

5 more days, i really cant wait, i do not understand why i am not stressing over the fact that they will be doing not nice things to my neck, but i am so uncomfortable right now that i think the need to eat and swallow normally is overshadowing how uncomf

one week and counting

Wed Jun 24 03:31:07 EDT 2009

Only one more week until the surgery. I cant wait, if life had a fast forward button i would definatly use it. I want to start the healing process now and get back on my feet and get better. i must admit that i am really dissapointed in the lack of info

the date is set.

Thu Jun 18 08:14:27 EDT 2009

Well, i now know not that i will be losing my thyroid in july but that the doc thinks i have a higher than average chance of cancer which does not thrill me. When i asked what the chance was of it having something malignant i asked if the statistics sto

where i stand now.

Tue Jun 9 16:35:16 EDT 2009

After an mri for neck pressure and pain, a "hot spot" was found in my thyroid and an ultrasound was recommended. Then the ultra sound showed not one but 3 nodules with one being particularly large and complex. So a FNA ( fine needle biopsy) was very hig