Just wanted a place to voice my feelings and my aggravations as i dont want to do it with my family, they are worried enough as it is.

5 more days, i really cant wait, i do not understand why i am not stressing over the fact that they will be doing not nice things to my neck, but i am so uncomfortable right now that i think the need to eat and swallow normally is overshadowing how uncomfortable i am going to be.  I had my preadmisson testing done so thats out of the way.  Now i just have to survive a few more days at work, i was so tired last night (im guessing i went slightly hypothyroid) that i couldnt wait to get home and go to bed. but that will all be over soon, i hope, fingers crossed.