End of my rope

I am trying to recover from my bulimic behavior.  I try to eat healthy everyday but sometimes I just want to eat and eat until I feel like I could burst.   Finally after many years of this behavior i have reached a point where it is difficult to purge.  My gag reflex does not seem to be in th same place(don't know if that will return)  I exercise and eat well.  What else can I do?  I do not have time or the money to see a psychologist so I am trying on my own.  Have ai ruined by gag reflex forever and should I see my doctor about it.

Hello..I feel your pain. I'm very overweight now but was once severely bulimic and found myself binging and purging at least 3 times a week.  It ruined my teeth and my health and I eventually had to seek help to stop.  Please go talk to your physician as soon as possible. Good luck and god bless

you need to get help asap you could permanently damage your body.