Rules my life

I had 4 surgeries in 3 years time approx 8 yrs ago and also had a very stressful and challenging career working long hrs (prior to this time); I went down hill slowly the 1st few years following surgeries, then had a concussion & whiplash due to falling (which I do alot of) and that pretty much was a death sentence to my career and my total lifestyle and hobbies I enjoyed.  In less then 2 years I was on long term disability losing what meant most to me...my career, had to sell my home I couldn't take care of, could no longer do my biggest passion which was riding my own motorcycle, lost my boyfriend, and had an emotional breakdown due to the severe depression brought on by the intense and ongoing pain, and the losses I suffered. 

What I hate most are people who don't understand it, or "know someone" who has it and it's not like mine (not as bad), or whatever.  Not everyone gets this bad and not everyone has so many symptoms that are commonly related to Fibro, which I have ALL OF!  From Labor Day through spring thoughts of suicide and hurting myself are constant battles; the weather plays a big part in my flare-ups and general symptoms.

This almost "invisible illness" is part of why people don't understand. 

Nordicgirl

Hello, and welcome to our community - - my name is Natalie, and I'm the moderator here.   I'm so sorry to hear about the pain that you have to deal with, but I truly commend you for being so verbal about it and reaching out to others who are dealing with the same condition.

I personally can not pretend to know what you're going through, but I am certain that there are many other members who do - - have you joined the fibromyalgia group yet?  Although we do not yet have private messaging enabled, many members communicate through the discussions and blogs.  Please feel free to reach out to me with any feedback or questions.

Best of luck,

Natalie

You're so right it is an invisible illness. the pain in unbearable at times and no one understands.  I definitely understand what you are going through and will pray for you!